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Fairytale
'cause I don't care for your fairytales You're so worried about the maiden though you know She's only waiting on the next best thing Snow White is doing dishes again cause What else can you do With seven itty-bitty men? Sends them to bed and calls up a friend Says will you meet me at midnight? The tall blonde lets out a cry of despair says Would have cut it myself if I knew men could climb hair I'll have to find another tower somewhere and keep away from the windows

Hello there, all you have to know is that I'm going on seventeen and that I bite.
I like school a lot because of my very hyper/funny classmates, tablemates especially.
Flipping and being out of gravity's reach momentarily gives me a thrill sometimes.
I love being in planes too cause its something I rarely experience.
And I've figured that though the Earth may be trembling, all is fine.
So, there's enough rambling.
I hope you have something to tag about with regards to my posts!

And love me,
for I am phenomenal. ♥

Friday, January 25, 2008,8:46 pm

blah. okay.
zoe i only promised you SOMETHING!
i didnt promise you i wont write long chim / emo posts okay. f3.
anwww. this week.
didnt seem like a week. at all.
it was so long, i thought it was 2.
its been. horrible.
lets just quote charlene, i dont want to- nothing.

"so the teachers(and principal) found out about the petition
I shall not say what happened.
point is, we can't do anything about the closure of floor now.
we have to accept no matter what it is,right?
whatever will be will be."

"i need to get back to my homework/ projects soon.
like NOW.
but it's really hard to concentrate when xyz things are going through your minute brain."

"how strong do you think I am?
how much can I take of this?
Cause I don't think I can.you make it harder then it used to be.
How strong, how strong do you think I am?

i need my old self back.
i can't go on like this anymore.
i really don't know how long I would last before I finally break.

I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land.

I'm sorry, I can't be perfect."

"if you think your life is screwed, think again.
wait til you have to deal with

1. a stupid breakup
2. wanglaoshi leaving
3. artistic gym not a CCA in nanyang anymore
4. not competing as a team for c'div this year

it's not easy, really."

that practically summarized.
all that has happened. from last thurs,
till now. see my msn nick right now?
"i only remember i promise you i'll never cry again<3"
zoe, im glad you were there, for me,
through those awful days.
im sorry for not telling you everything,
that has happened to me.
i know when you see this,
you'll ask me, "what's the everything then?"
and maybe, i might tell you.

i dont know what charlene meant by.
a stupid breakup.
but it did happen.
can i tell xyz now.
i give up. i really do.
instead of me getting out of your life,
im just going to give up,
and let things run naturally.
"change is a form of escape", as bong said.
and yes, i agree.
i know i didnt do anything wrong.
you know im tactless.
im sure you know, zoe.
sometimes, i just say the wrong things, dont i.
but being tactless, being me,
isnt a good enough excuse to sentence me to life inprisonment.
im dying. but i shall be strong.
like how i promised rina,
when nobody in the team is, i will be.
i'll hold my batch up, i'll keep us together.
we're going through the toughest days, with wang-

shit. tears are welling.
i promise, i promised, zoe.
i'll do it.
stay strong, qiao, stay strong.

we're going through the toughest days right now,
with wang leaving us,
just. this sunday.
we're not good enough,
like how all the seniors say.
we're dying with proposals, homework,
and lack of sleep,
like how typical school is.
see how i have no time,
to take care of such a small, mild problem,
of jealousy, and pettiness?
bigger things are involved.
my life's in a mess.
i dont want any more problems.
im retreating, i want out.
you win, just take it as.
i was in the wrong.
i was really insensitive and dumb.
and you can just hate me forever.
see if i care.

wang's leaving.
WANGLAOSHI YOU SUCK.
HOW CAN YOU JUST ABANDON US LIKE THAT.
when you didnt even drop a hint,
that you'll be leaving.
why leave us in confusion,
since november till now?
its the atomic bomb on hiroshima, you know.

petition seems like.
a long time awayyyyy.
ha, and mindy! we havent killed the juniors yet!
for giving us false info! ;D

jiayou, team, jiayou.
you all can do it.
i have faith in you all,
that you'll win the B div medal for gym,
and prove all wrong<3