wuahahah. its LUNCH now.
and oh crap. 15 min to blog.
i was multi tasking!
just now during chinese
it was debate
something about.
exams are the tools to mark how well the students are.
like the knowledge.
then we are the opposition.
and mindy's class is the ZHEN fang!
however opposition she is.
i think preposition or something. ><
then while listening to them
IN CHINESE.
i was packing my desk,
trying to figure out where to put those redundant papers.
cause my file is like.
void of free pokcets already. D:
then. eh.
just now.
like. 10 min ago,
i was multi tasking again.
writing mortal letter
and using this laptop thing in the library.
hahs.
and i've finished my letter!
and now im smsing liv and zoe was well as type!
mutli tasking is fun.
THIS kind of multi tasking is fun.
unlike yesterday de multi tasking.
it was hell.
i was.
talking to 7 people on msn.
who are like.
waiting for me to reply.
not those half awake slowly reply de people.
with nat and aileng and sunshine and livia among them
then i was trying to rip that stupid song from the CD
TO NO AVAIL.
then livia was sending me songs
LITTLE SUERHERO GIRL! ;DD
then sunshine was bombarding me with crisis-es.
(crisis-es look nicer than crisises. so many 's')
and then bong came and ask me to go on maple to do her a favour.
then mummy came POP behind me
and started lecturing me to get off the com
(which i just nodded and said orh)
and blogging as well as usual. XD
so i was kind of rather stressed.
more of that crisis thing actually
plus that incencent beeping from msn messenger.
hahs.
so lets count.
how many things did i multi task! :D
wuahahah.
13.
i was so stressed by sunshine
that i almost went ____.
then yea.
i went offline.
AS USUAL.
cause i always run away from problems.
then.
I WENT TO TAKE THAT QUIZ AGAIN!! ;D
and guess what liv.
you're 64%.
i WAS 69%.
now im 70%! ;D
im propropro. XD
i dont want to be superhero.
i just want to be me,
free from worries,
free from OVERstress,
free from crisis-es,
just living MY life, the way I want it.
not with gym,
but with stuff that can make me happy.
stuff that can put a smile on my face.
its a wonder that i dont have white hair.
poor olly dyed her hair like.
few months ago and now.
white hair everywhere on her head.
i've never seen white hair before on my head.
im proud.
i guess i cant take it.
but im programmed to be able to take it.
i almost cracked yesterday,
as liv knows,
but after a night's sleep,
im MADE perfectly fine again,
ready to take on challenges again,
ready to take on crisis-es again,
ready to take on those heavy weights,
ready to face everything.
i am not superhero.
but somehow i think i am.
no matter how much i dont want to be,
af i see my surrounding people,
like how hard sunshine is taking things,
i cant just help but ask for more trouble,
cant help but just ask her to pass on her workload to me.
stupid ivp prototype.
stupid ivp report.
i have just gotten myself into hot soup again.
blame it on myself.
blame it on my stupidity.
blame it on how easy im able to be manipulated.
rawr.